Stay Amused

Of it I can make no sense.
My lucid dreams melting as they start to coalesce.
Your eyes, I noticed, are always searching.
They're a constant spell and it's me they're cursing.
Have they started to wonder if it was a mistake?
Will our new connection become a subject to debate?
Is it from me that you are running and hiding?
Is that why you seem to always be sighing?
My presence, I hear, can be quite overpowering.
I thought you were resting could it be you were cowering?
I know that you care about me so much.
You took your foot off the brake and slowly pushed down the clutch.
In your smiles and eyes is all I believe.
A steady place in your world is all I ever wanted to receive.
A rushed answer will never be what I crave.
For your thorough response much time have I saved.
Now the balls placed deep in your court.
Like Ceres' rotation spinning in the asteroid belt's fort.
I'm still contemplating the words you decided to use.
I'm still hoping I'm more then a way for you to stay amused.